After a couple of talks with my friend, I suddenly feel envious towards him. Although, I know for a fact that I have to get rid of this negative feeling, but I can’t help it. He is so successful and he can get anything he wished for. If I will evaluate my life I don’t have anything to be proud of. I can’t even get an approve Loans or finance my own car. This insecurity keeps on crawling just like eating me. I tried to get rid of this such that I distance myself to him.
Wiffy, observe this and confront me about this. Well, I told her everything like I want to have a car that I can’t get and I want to succeed but nothing’s happening. She told me that this is not the best way to treat a friend. She told me to ask him for some pointers. So, I did ask him and to my surprise, it is not so hard after all. He said he was able to get his auto loan approve even though this was his first time to get credit. After talking to him, my mind was open and I regain my self-esteem and I asked my friends forgiveness.
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